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2007-11-30

Yeah, I'm losing my job :-)

Today, 2007-11-30 at about 10:30, my chef and friend called me and told me we're both losing our current job at 2007-12-31. Basically, that's cool ... not just that I really dislike this job. Times of changes are times where new and good things can arise. And even better, risky times have the latent possibility that one might experience God immediately: how he cares about me personally, and supplies for me personally, as I need this.

It's no box of chocolates, though. I thought about the bad things that might happen ... having no money at all, for example. So this post is to remind me how to behave when this time is come:

(31) ‘So then, do not keep asking, "What shall we eat?" "What shall we drink?" and "What shall we wear?" (32) It is the people who do not believe in God who work for all these things. Your Father in heaven knows that you need them all. (33) ‘Work first for God’s kingdom and what he calls good. Then you will have all these things also. (34) ‘So do not be troubling yourself about tomorrow. Tomorrow will have its own trouble. Today’s trouble is enough for today.’ [Matthew 6:31-34 BWE]

But what is to "work for God's kingdom and what he calls good"? I think that Paul talks baout exactly this when he says that God's kingdom is about something different than eating and drinking:

"(17) The kingdom of God is not about what a person eats and drinks. But it is about living in a way which is right with God. It is peace. It is joy because a person has the Holy Spirit. (18) A person who does the work of Christ in this way pleases God. And people like him. (19) But we must do the things that make peace and that help each other to do better." [Romans 14:17-19 BWE]

That's interesting: to work for God's kingdom is not to serve in your church. But it is to care about living out righteousness, peace and joy! It's about doing exactly the things you do now, but in God's quality. It's about caring how you work (the moral quality), not about the result of your work (the money). Money is God's business.


Start date: 2007-11-30
Post date: 2007-11-30
Version date: 2007-11-30 (for last meaningful change)

2007-11-28

Reunifying sober and radical faith

It seems to me that today, radical believers are not sober ("not that interested in truth"), while sober believers are not radical ("without effect"). But faith must be both, to have the right effect. Also, only sober and radical faith will lead to "life", where this means a justified, appropriate and adventurous, interesting dealing with one's own existence.

So, can faith be sober and radical at the same time? In my personal experience, demystifying my faith led to a sober but lifeless faith, as many believed immediate experiences with God turn out to be fake. Such faith is not radical any more. But now it seems to me that there is a sober, justifiable and radical, practical, lively faith, and that I'm coming in proximity to it. I will trace here the steps how such faith emerges from what is accessible to human perception. (I don't view emergence as something that arises out of its own, but as an attribute of planned systems which have self-development capabilities planned in. So, man's way to God is not his own way, but following the path that God prepared for this.)

(1) From nothing to knowing about God's existence

I know about evolution and the proposed proofs for it, and it seems to me obvious that there must be a creator god. Because I found no persuading proof of any complexity-generating mechanism in dumb matter, and whenever I read biology-related stuff I marvel at the awful complexity of life again. So the principal alternatives to me are theism and deism (or, natural theology), and this persuasion seems justified and even scientifically valid to me.

Another thing to learn from nature is: in sight of the creator God's might and greatness, it is impossible for humans to "serve" God. God might expect people to act morally, but if they don't there is no way for humans to "repair" that, as humans cannot bring anything to God that he needs, Therefore, if justification is necessary, it can only be by grace alone.

This is what can be learned from observing nature, but there might be more truth regarding God. For example, nature and nature science does provide no hint that there is resurrection, but it also does not proove the opposite. Therefore, one now has to think how to justifiedly aquire additional knowledge to move from natural to revealed religion.

(2) From knowing about God's existence to knowing God by experience

The world is full of surprises. Until now, I thought that refusing to justify one's faith by arguments is a small-scale, personal phenomenon, based either in personality type or folk religion. But I just read that it is a well-known and wide-spread theological concept, even in Christianity!! The concept is called fideism.

"Fideism is the view that religious belief depends on faith or revelation, rather than reason, intellect or natural theology. The word fideism comes from fides, the Latin word for faith, and literally means faith-ism." [Wikipedia on fideism].

The above cited article also shows that fideism is connected to Luther, Wittgenstein, Kierkegaard and Pascal. It's good to have words now for what I want to say: my faith in God and Jesus is no fideism, but instead connected to evidentialism and reliablilism. I see "faith" as the opposite of works (Romans 3:28 ESV), not of reason! My esteem for reason rests upon a very basic observation: a human being comes into the world with an "empty brain", that is, everything whithin the brain (including knowledge) can only be made up from what entered through the senses. This is a purely experience-oriented perspective: aquiring knowledge about the outer world is to make sense of one's senses. (If this view or fideism is correct depends on the structure of reality: if reality is one continuum, including spiritual and material reality, fideism cannot be the approach to spiritual truth as it is not to truth about the material world; but if there is a separation into two disjoint parts, the case is different. Until now, I assume the former, as I have no hint to a separation, and the Bible accounts for God making himself experienceable in the material world also indicates that reality is one big continuum.)

Information about history and God also enters through our senses, in the form of documents and artefacts. And one has to make sense of it, by testing the reliability of the sources etc.. If any revealed religion is true, therefore, there must be also a justified way to acquire knowledge about this truth, i.e. to make sense of what can be perceived from it. This calls for God to be experienced within this world, or believing anything apart from natural religion could not be justified. Happily, this is the case for Christianity: the Bible claims that God was experienced on various occasions. For example, that Jesus resurrected, proving his divinity that way.

There is also a justified Christian belief before knowing reliable miracles: if any thing that gives hope is true, than it is the gospel about Jesus the Christ - because Christianity adheres to justification from grace alone (which follows from natural theology, see above), and because Christianity is founded in history so that a historic proof can be sought after. This kind of faith cannot be overthrown, and it provides for relaxedness even when one does not yet know the proving facts that one expects to be there.

Now how to gather the knowledge that justifies believing in the god of Christianity, if there is such knowledge? The proposal would be: by making sense of the experiences of people who claim to have had immediate encounters with God. This would use both biblical accounts and contemporary accounts (upcoming "Second Acts" project), as from a big continuum. That way, no special mystical role as "holy writings" is attributed to the Bible.

One cannot understate the importance of history (experiences of men with God) as the basis to believe. Because everything else could works for mere psychological reasons, including the effects of grace. Grace "works", but such pragmatic justification does not make a believe true. But truth is important for the afterlife: is there an afterlife, or not. Experiencing the "hard reality" of God cannot be explained away, while inner-psychic motions can. Therefore it is of such value that Christianity includes a wealth of claimed experiences with the "hard reality of God" (esp. in the Bible), which can be checked and hopefully result in the persuasion that God is real and not a mere concept. In Christianity, even the central message is inseparable from history: the gospel, in the context of Mk.16,15 (ESV), is pimarily the message that was at hand there: the good news that Jesus rose from the dead!!!

Now one might find it difficult to know what God or Gods (of perhaps many ones) is behind each experience, i.e. to make sense of experiences with invisible reality. Some thoughts: different religions report different experiences, and from this difference it should hopefully be clear that the God of Christianity is the only omnipotent God (who must therefore be the creator god, if any known God is). This God made himself identifyable by dealing with the Jews only, for al long time: he can be identified as "the God of the Jews". Today, the name "Jesus Christ", identifying the son of this God, makes the connection to this God; so one can expect that prayers in the name of Jesus Christ have a different effect than those without, and this can be checked.

But is it really that complicated to come to a justified belief in God? No way. Me thinks this is just the thinkers' way, while there are other approaches to the truth about God for other types of people. The thinkers' way is hard, with many dangers, and it is a pure gift to arrive at the truth about God this way (see 1Cor 1:18-26 ESV). This is just for people who don't accept axioms, not even the intuitively acceptable idea that a human being is an entity that was intended to be an entity. Approaches with such axioms are also possible, I think, but only because God provided circumstances so that he can be found these ways. For example, a humble heart that's conscious about its guilt, combined with fideism, also arrives at the faith in Jesus when being told about his grace. Therefore, due to this epistemically correct result, fideism should not be criticized on all occasions in Christianity.

(3) From knowing God by experience to radical faith

We are now at the point where there is (hopefully) enough evidence to justify believing what the Bible says about God. That is, this God is real, not a mere concept. And this statement holds true even if one does not have immediate contact to God. Therefore, a radical faith in this God is justified even if one does not experience God personally. There might be people who never experience God supernaturally themselves (for example those in Hebrews 11:35-40 ESV ), but have good reason to believe from the reports of others.

This is really an interesting finding: radical faith can be justified even without personal, immediate encounters with God. Such "radical but distance-accepting" faith is quite beautiful as it answers both the desire for fervent radicality and truth (in the sense of demystified faith, which emphasizes that there is a distance).

Oh, I forgot: what is radical faith, actually? I would define, it is to deal with God in the same quality as if he'd be visible or otherwise immediately accessible. This seems to be a very basic aspect of faith, as it is said about faithful Moses that he "endured as [if] seeing him who is invisible" (Heb 11:27 ESV). The definition says "in the same quality", not with the same actions: so radical faith does not mean to act if God would be present as a person in space and time, just invisible, as this would lead to mystical stuff such as "feeling the presence of God". Radical faith accepts this distance, but is nonetheless radical in obedience and consequence. Paul might be seen as an example of a radical believer: his faith in Christ and the resurrection rests on the reorted experiences of the other apostles and his own (but past) experience of Christ, yet he emits such radical statements as "O death, where is your victory?" [1Cor 15:1-58 ESV].

Such consequent obedience means to risk something by behaving according to the example of Jesus and other biblical characters. For example, to risk job, friendships, relationships and stuff. And exactly this, taking justified risks, is the enabler of life (where "life" means something interesting, adventurous). And in the long run, taking risks instead of living in a luke-warm state is very rewarding: one finds a hundredfold of what one lost, even on earth, just as Jesus promised (see Mark 10:28-30 ESV).

People who do not believe don't risk anything: it is an observation that people who view the visible reality as the most important one seek a secure place in it and won't risk that for anything. But people who believe in a higher, worthier reality might risk their current security for that. Because beliefs are such a string force, it is very important to hold the true belief. Believing lies also motivates to radical life, but dependent on lie's content it might result in the radical life of jihad warriors.

(4) From radical faith to repentance

When taking Jesus seriously, one has to take seriously what he says about sin and forgiveness, and then, to repent. This is difficult as it implies to humble oneself, but the lack of radicality and consequence in this point can withhold people from following Jesus at all, even if seeing his miracles first-hand (e.g. John 7:3-5 ESV).

The problem of guilt is in fact even the primary thing that drives people to Jesus, not historic evidence, which is then added afterwards, if at all. In this sense, these "steps to sober and radical faith" are idealized to conform to logic, not to reality. Only intellectual people have these additional problems which force them to seek for historical evidence ... .

(5) From repentance to love

"Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven—for she loved much. But he who is forgiven little, loves little." [Luke 7:47 ESV]

Love flows from being forgiven. Radicality cannot be an activity, but must be motivated by love towards God - else it will run dry in the long run.

(6) From love to radical practice

We are now at the point of radical faith, which wants to put itself into action. This seems at first glance a very difficult thing: What radical steps are justifiable from a belief where concrete, immediate commandments from God occur rarely? How to live with Jesus in daily life, if it cannot be an immediate relationship on average? That is: what do you do to live out your faith and experience faith if you cannot expect your God to interact with your life on a daily basis (but only on surprising, special occasions).

But, the interesting thing is: radical obedience to mediate commandments is also possible. Mediate commandments are, for example: the timeless, general truths of the Bible; and especially the example of Jesus. The previous article "Way to truth and life, fifth start" contained some rather general ideas for a practical and lively, radical faith. Thoughts have gone further somewhat, so here are more concrete ideas what actions and activities fit for a faith which is sober and radical at the same time:

  • Take it for serious. Radical faith means, perhaps first of all, to take radically serious what one believes. So that it affects one's life and decisions in a consequent way. This makes other people recognize that one really takes this to be the truth, and they will hopefully check for themselves if one's beliefs are a mere concept or truth indeed.
  • Take risks. Risk something by behaving according to truth, which you can learn from the example of Jesus and other biblical figures. One example: if a friend needs a rebuke, rebuke him (or her). If it deems on you that smalltalk is not appropriate for a particular situation, move to more risky and effective topics. The opposite of taking risks is to live a totally adapted life. But how to find a situation to risk something when everyday life is filled with just recurring everyday activity? This is not really a problem: every day grants at least one possibility, and every possibility can set off an avalanche of new possibilities if one takes it.
  • Love one another. "If this has been done, enough has been done" (Apostle John, according to a tradition). Love is something very radical and very practical. It includes "filling the day with people", as mentioned in "Way to truth and life, fifth start".
  • Thank God for creating a world which provides plenty of food. If you thank God for a meal, that's what you can thank God for. You cannot thank God for coordinating that exactly this meal is on your table, as this is a mystical belief that lets the problem arise why God does not do the same for all the starving people. But when we start to see that God created a good world without the necessity of famine, and that famine is purely man's work, this problem does not arise.
  • Read the Bible as if truth-sunbathing. What view on the Bible is both sober and radical? For example, this: when reading the Bible, that's because you seek and enjoy the long-term effects of being exposed to truth, and you do not search an immediate encounter with God. With this view, you doesn't expect each single Bible time to give you concrete directions for your life, and would even accept if your decision couldn't be traced back to "what God said" in concrete Bible times, but only to Bible truth in general.
  • Seek mediate guidance. When you seek to be led by Jesus, seek the timeless, general truth offered in the Bible, and not an immediate encounter with Jesus (which is possible nonetheless). The timeless, general truth is enough for nearly all cases: only if we obey it consequently and still lack wisdom how to live this life, there is reason to seek God's immediate action.
These tips are in one word: obey. Humble yourself, pray etc., as you see appropriate in your situation, judged by timeless, general truth. Such a life generates a lot of positive effects that we like to call "experiences with God" now: for example, honesty and authenticity have loads of positive effects, but are nothing more than human behavior, in obedience to Jesus' example.

(7) And perhaps: experiencing God personally and immediately

What is new to me personally here is the idea of a radical life, founded in timeless truth, not immediate commandments. That has to say something on the role of miracles and personal experiences.

First of all, miracles are not that necessary. They were never intended from God to "just help" people, but to show his character and divinity. For this purpose, some miracles are enough, and most of them can be history. God wants to help people not by miracles, but by transformed people: the practical problems of this world will inevitably go away when people start to live according to the example of Jesus. One historical example for this is the worldwide example of abolishing slavery.

The basis of faith is not the personal experience of miracles (while these are nice to have and they support faith), but instead faith rests on the fact that such experiences have been there in other people's lifes. This is quite relaxing, as faith may stay sober: no mystical stuff has to be introduced to fake miracles in one's personal life.

Now, this should not lead people to mistrust "by default" own or other's proposed immediate experiences with God. There are immediate encounters with God (including supernatural answers to prayer, impressions from the Spirit, gifts of the Spirit). Just, it seems that one cannot provoke them to occur in one's own life (it did not work for those in Hebrews 11:35-40 ESV, e.g.). They just happen.

One additional thought: there are cases where the Bible claims that God is at work immediately, while it seems to be normal natural life to men. For example, the Father draws people or they cannot come to Christ; or, the mind of Christians is able to intend positive stuff because of the Spirit. It is not clear how to detect God's intervention here from a sober, scientific point of view, but it is not that important, either: the effectshould be attributed to God, but these cases cannot serve as the basis of faith as they looks like natural human life outwardly.

Summing up

"[W]hoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked." [I John 2:6 ESV]

Really believing in Jesus is taking him that serious that one starts to live according to his example, and starts to learn his radicality. Which makes this article to be nothing more than a fervent appeal to start living after the example of Jesus again: open, honest, humble, loving, radical, fearless. We might have started this once, and got frustrated because God did not answer as immediately as we expected. This should not frustrate any more: there is this distance between creator and creature, but recognizing the truth about God and living radically according to it is possible nonetheless.


Start date: 2007-11-25
Post date: 2007-11-28
Version date: 2007-11-28 (for last meaningful change)

2007-11-26

Viele neue Dinge lernen!

Wie wäre es mit einer neuen sportlichen Disziplin: dem Wikipedia Racing :-) Ein Protokoll meiner ersten (heutigen) Rally findet sich unten. Warum sowas? Also:

Ich beobachte dass meine Gedanken (z.B. in Blog-Posts) sich fast ausschließlich aus Verbindungen dessen ergeben was ich weiß, genauer: was ich über Funktionszusammenhänge weiß, nicht über einzelne Fakten und Details. Eigentlich weiß ich aber nicht viel über Funktionszusammenhänge: meine Gedanken könnten weitaus besser werden wenn ich hier mehr lerne. Das ist einfach: z.B. 100 Stunden in der (englischen) Wikipedia lesen.

Insbesondere wird dieses Lernen auch helfen, mich besser ausdrücken zu können, und so auch wieder, besser denken zu können: ich erhalte neue Wörter (bes. aus Wikipedia), und damit auch neue Analogien. Interessante neue Konzepte und Funktionszusammenhänge die ich heute aus Wikipedia gelernt habe:

Interessant waren dabei nicht die Details (die ich jetzt schon wieder vergessen habe und auch wieder nachschlagen kann), sondern dass mir Wikipedia zu einem fundamentalen Verständnis von Proteinstruktur, DNA-Wirkungsweise, Karten (als Manifolds = mathematische Mannigfaltigkeiten) und der groben Gliederung der Mathematik (gar nicht so wild wie ich dachte) verholfen hat. Immer wenn man die äußeren Grenzen eines Bereichs kennt (wie jetzt die der Mathematik) verliert ein Bereich viel von seiner Faszination: außer in »model theory« beschäftigt sich die Mathematik eben doch mit sehr »bedeutungslosen« Dingen wie Zahlen und Ordnungsbeziehungen, mit sehr primitiven Grundelementen.


Startdatum: 2007-11-19
Publikationsdatum: 2007-11-26
Versionsdatum: 2007-11-26 (für die letzte bedeutsame Änderung)

2007-11-19

Cmando community vision

Introduction

What situation do you want to spend our life in? What people do you want to have around? What do you want to do as your long term main activity? Here is mine variant. Living with some fellows as a permanent, mobile, technology-enabled, intentional community ... serving God by serving others ... and searching God by seaching what he does today. I cannot imagine something better, something more comforting, something more stirring. Standing there, one day, dear friends around you, and knowing you've found what you was searching all life long: the sense of this all, in an obvious, non-ignorable way. Knowing, from then on, that you're moving to an eternity on God's side. Instead of just being convinced to do so.

Of course, I would prefer joining an existing community of that style, instead of building my own. Because building an organisation is a hard, risky and tedious task - and without any worth of the desired organisation already exists. However, I did an intensive web research on 2007-11-17, and found nothing. What I found is this, by appropriateness:

  • Mobile Freak Gemeinde (MFG): in English, that's "mobile freak church"; they're a group of some Jesus Freaks, living in camp buses and touring the world to tell people about Jesus; they are currently "on hold" (see post "Pause" from 2007-08-12). I really hope that you find a way to continue your vision, guys! You really rock! While they're closest to the community I have in mind and I'd really like to meet them, they're a group of personal friends and, as said, on hold. Not to mention our small differences in lifestyle ... really, don't want to mention ;-)
  • White Stone Community: written about on this blog of its founder Baba, they're a really stylish Jesus Freak community in Portugal and somewhat connected to MFG. Sadly, they seem to have quite high fluctuation and are not mobile ... that is, they differ from the style of community I search, but again, you guys rock, too, and I'd like to meet you some day.
  • Rainbox Gatherings: this seems quite a fascinating thing, yet I do not know why I include them here as I search for a small, permanent intentional community.
  • Christian Peacemaker Teams: they have a nice, consequently radical style and are Christian, but I do not share (1) their occupation with peacemaking, (2) the a priori opposition to any kind of violence, (3) their centrally controlled organisation style, (4) their dependence on fundraising, (5) their strong anti-Israeli mindset.

So ... if anybody can point me to an existing group to join, I would be grateful beyond measure. But if no such group exists yet, I would be willing to start one - else I cannot expect to experience any kind of teamwork and communal living in this work that I can totally enjoy. I assume now that I indeed need to start one such community ... I made good experiences with using fictional content to envision stuff, drawing a lively, motivating and self-motivating image in my and other people's minds. To have a vision is, after all, viewing something worthy to endure pain for, so some more motivation will not hurt. I should note that this vision also expresses my wish to live an interesting, well-going life ... hope God will bless me with that, not sure.

The vision

Hi ... I'm Tam of Cmando. My wife Celina and six other fellows are also of Cmando. Pronounce it as "come-and-do", with the empasis on the latter. I don't know what Cmando is. Cmando is an intentional community of eight people ... a Christian church of eight ... your permanent world tour with 7 friends ... a bunch of journalists and metaphysicists, tracing miracles ... a multi-party house with couples and singles in it ... an all-wheel truck ... a company of eight friends in ever-ongoing financial trouble. Some people see us as a civil analogy to military commando, which sometimes applies, sometimes not at all.

Celina reminds me jus' now that Cmando is rather just a permanent group of long-term friends ... a set of lively discussions every evening (and mostly helpful) ... these windows with their ever-changing exceptional view on untouched nature ... a collection of complicated computer stuff that you never want in your living room (but sadly we have just one room in total, so it looks like ISS interieur) ... a group that wants to be able to help whereever we see it fit ... a network of contacts to several thousand helpful and needy people worldwide ... a particularly challenging time last year (socially, as friendship is not always a box of chocolates). And so on :-)

But, don't worry what we are. Instead, read what way we lived today ... it easier to get precise on that topic. Well then, step by step. We are currently to an expedition in Tanzania, trying to track some of the concrete things God does today. When we're done with that, this will be published as our third (and last) book on that topic, and we're glad to find such a wealth of incidences that even Matew seems to be happy with that.

However, we're not doin that stuff all day long, as we need to earn some money to live and travel here, and as we try to help some fellow Christians on the go. Therefore, this morning was dedicated to our community-owned little IT company ... standing up at 5 o'clock, we'd have our running course, but with me and Celina staying at the truck for security reasons. Well, and to prepare a nice breakfast :-) After breakfast, our four programmers would settle behind their computers and finish one of their website projects, working in something they call extreme collaboration in a warroom environment; I'd say it's related to XPM. Celina and Rebeca assisted them by doing accounting and office administration, while Rhett and I took the motorbike with sidecar to visit some local market and buy food for all of us.

to prepare the food for storage, together with us, and to create a nice meal. When we arrived back home at the truck, they were in the midst of deploying their website via Inmarsat satellite internet connection, while the girls were ready. After eating together and relaxing during the hottest part of the day, we mobilized the vehicle and departed ... but paused a little while after to take in some water from a public well (whereof a location based GPS reminder had made us known).

After two hours of driving (and only 45km of distance ...) we arrived at this little village of Adjoa. He was a fellow Christian whom we had met the week before, and we had promised to come and try to repair their village's jammed well (which was a result of a tribal feud two years ago). Arriving there in late afternoon, we were heartily welcomed by Adjoa and the village elders. We were invited to an evening meal and discussed the problem with them for a while, then joined Adjoa and others in their evening prayer meeting. And finallly we sat outside at a small camp fire, discussing among Cmando members how to dig this well up again. We were kind of in a mess, as this was a 20m deep hole in the ground, 35cm in diameter, and we did not have any kind of well drilling equipment. Finally, Brady had the idea to mount our small-outline air hammer together with ballast and this high-volume fan (for removing stones and dirt) to a steel cable. And we decided to try that the other day.

End notes

Interesting enough, God's vision for the whole Christian congregation is quite similar to the vision above. Just that I dare to envision this for a small, prototype group only, while God dares to envision that for all of us. Nonetheless, I am impressed how Paul expresses the way God envisions congregations to be ... full of love, saring, honesty, mercy ... and full of venturesome, faithful co-workers:

(1) Does Christ speak to you? Does love call to you? Do you have a part in the Holy Spirit? Do you have any love and care for others? (2) Then make me very, very happy. Live in happiness with one another. Have the same love for each other. Think the same way. Agree together about things. All have one purpose in mind. (3) Do not try to prove you are better than others. Do not be proud of yourselves, but be humble. Think of other people as being better than yourselves. (4) Each one of you should not think only about himself, but about other people also. (5) Think the same way Jesus Christ thought. (6) He was in every way like God. Yet he did not think that being equal to God was something he must hold on to. (7) He gave this up and became a servant. [...] (13) For God is at work in you. He helps you want to do it. And he helps you do what he wants you to do. (14) Do everything without grumbling or making trouble. (15) In that way you will be completely good. No one will be able to say anything wrong about you. You will be God’s good children living amongst bad people. Among them you will shine like lights in the world. [...] (19) I hope the Lord Jesus will let me send Timothy to you soon. I will be glad to hear about you. (20) I have no one like Timothy. He is troubled to know about you. (21) All the other people think only of themselves and not of Jesus Christ. (22) But you know what a good man Timothy is. You know that he has worked with me in telling the good news. He has worked just as a son works with his father. [...] (25) I thought I must send Epaphroditus, our Christian brother, back to you. He has worked with me and has also been a soldier of Christ with me. He was your messenger and he brought your gift for my needs. (26) I am sending him back because he has been lonely without you all. And his heart has been troubled because you heard that he was sick. (27) He was very sick! He almost died! But God was kind to him. He was not only kind to him, but also to me. God did not let me have one trouble after another. (28) I want even more to send him to you so that you will be happy when you see him again. And I will not be so troubled any more. (29) So receive him with much joy because he is a Christian brother. Give respect to men like him. (30) He almost died doing the work of Christ. You wished to help me, but you could not come. He came instead. He was willing to put his life in danger in order to help me. [Philippians 2:1-7,13-15,19-22,25-30 BWE]

Image source: they are used for illustration purposes only and are completely unrelated to the content of this completely fictional story. They are licensed under a Creative Commons license, published by user "simontaylor" on flickr.com as images 286272346, 286269549 (in this order).


Start date: 2007-11-17
Post date: 2007-11-19
Version date: 2007-11-19 (for last meaningful change)

2007-11-16

Way to truth and life, fifth start

Four dead-end roads

How to arrive at a truthful and (if possible) joyful life? This is justifiably the desire of humans, and it's my desire. I tried several ways:

  1. Child-like accepted faith. I accepted to have found truth and a joyful life through Jesus, without thinking about it. This failed when I began to think about it in ~1996.
  2. Intellectualized fundamentalist faith. I was absolutely convinced to have found truth and a joyful life through Jesus, as I collected and thought about and accepted all the fundamentalist's arguments for believing in Jesus. This failed in beginning 2005 when I realized this had shifted me to a legalistic, joyless, strained life with deliberate but not necessarily true convictions.
  3. Experienced faith with emotions. This was the best time yet: I got to know Jesus in a totally different way as a loving, gracious friend and saviour. Along the way, I throwed out many legalistic and otherwise strained convictions and wrote about that. But the best thing was that I experienced God personally in concrete ways, including some few supernatural experiences that I accept as genuine even today and honest, precious relationships to friends. That was really a time of joyful life ... it ended in first half of 2006 when I experienced God no longer in these ways and then started to question the genuineness of some of these experiences, and the validity of my emotional reactions to them.
  4. Demystified history-backed faith. The following time was filled with many philosophical considerations about God, genuine experiences with God, valid emotionality etc.. It resulted in throwing out many opinions I once held and now recognized as non-genuine, mystical and religious ... as documented in my blog articles. The result was an intellectually justifiable faith in Jesus, and if only as the basic conviction that Jesus is the Christ if there is any God at all (which is also faith). My faith was now founded in the historical facts about Jesus and the hope to find contemporary miracles of God in the Second Acts project (see my article "My vision for my life, as a mindmap"). This ended on Tuesday (2007-11-13) when I realized that this course would lead me neither to joy nor truth: it is the stressful, self-navigated philosophical course of a desparate seeker, therefore something that excludes joy; it also excludes joy as it would not lead to any new experiences with God, emphasizing thinking so much, not doing; and it would not lead to a confirmed conviction of truth in the short run, as Second Acts is rather a long-term project.

Fifth start: Jesus-led practical faith with experiences

My above mentioned human desire for a way to truth and life is acknowledged by Jesus as he promised all three: "I am the way, and the truth, and the life." (John 14:16 ESV). Jesus even promised to be the way to truth and life himself - which is the new idea for my fifth start: to let Jesus be the way. Another way round: if there is an Almighty, there's no need for me to live this stressful seeker's life, as God is then able to lead me to truth and life anyway; and if there is no Almighty, there's also no need to live this stressful seeker's life, as there's nothing to be found.

Now, what shall this analogy mean to "let Jesus be the way"?

  • Stop to find out yourself. That is, at least for me, stop the current habit to philosophize, as it makes stuff really complicated and mostly joyless. The only alternative to excessive thinking is to start doing something. Which will also result in more practical articles in the future.
  • Expect God to navigate your life. That does not mean to just sit and wait, but to stop worrying where all this will end. As, such worries are implied in a self-navigated life: the problem is navigation when you neither know where to go nor how to get there. Letting God navigate, however, implies to not expect him to adhere to your own plans (as I proudly did with my agenda how to find truthful and joyful life). But you can trust him to strictly adhere to good plans :-) Only if you let God navigate, you're going to make experiences with God; when deciding all for yourself, you're going to make experiences with yourself.
  • Expect God to find ways to answer your questions. I won't accept unjustified a priori statements about God and how he wants to navigate my life, and also, I won't return to finding out myself about God and how he wants to navigate my life. But I expect that God will find ways to show me the truth about him and how he guides people, in a way I can justifiedly accept.
  • Expect God to find ways to confirm himself by experiences. Philosophy shows what could possibly be true, but one needs to experience facts to know for sure. But, stop searching those facts yourself, as that's stressful and joyless. Personally, I expect God to show himself in my own practical life ... and  to let me know what he does currently in this world. Wherefore I want to pursue this Second Acts idea further, but in a not-so-desparate way, expecting God to correct it or make it succeed.
  • Find your flavor of a lively, relaxed, simple relationship to the Father, Jesus and the Spirit. There's no need to dig up again legalistic or fundamentalist  practices of faith, but you need a pratical faith to get out of the theoretical realm. See below for concrete ideas. Whatever form you choose, put emphasis on a proud-free relationship that has room for collecting concrete experiences with believing God.
Caveat: these elements of "letting Jesus be the way" may sound as if one should expect an immediate, 24/7 relationship with God. This is not the case (see my article "The third way of life in this world"). You can expect God to navigate your life, but it is unclear in what way and when you can expect this. You'll have to try yourself. From my experience I conclude that it can be very different form immediate, audible or visible words ;-)

Practical ideas for practical faith

As said, you'll need to let God choose the experiences you make in a radical-practical faith that's led by God. All we can do is to durnish an environment that fosters practical experiences with God. Here are some ideas, but as I'm right at the beginning I'm quite clueless and would appreciate any additions. What is very obvious is that practical faith needs practice: thinking and talking alone has neither power nor effect. One cannot learn how to live with God practically from philosophizing and blogging (as in my case).

  • Fill the day with people. Whatever filled the day that was not practical faith, it is worth to be replaces by just that: by the simple and beautiful activity of having community with people sharing practical Christian love and building authentic relationships, which is very precious. One practical idea: when living alone, one might move to a flat-sharing community.
  • Collect some inspirations for outer forms. The goal of every outer form of faith is to support and foster the practical relationship with Jesus. You may look for new forms if you find inadequate what you know; for example, look at some things the emergent church movement does. Any outer form that supports even such basic things as memorizing what you know to be true is worth to be considered. This may include appropriate dealing with music and lyrics.
  • Find your positive access to the Bible. Whatever problem you may have with the Bible (or, more precisely: human conceptions of the Bible), it is the most important document for the Christian faith. Therefore, face your problems and find for yourself how to dig up that buried treasure. I once made good experiences with the four gospels, getting to know Jesus in a new way. And with changing the translation ... . Also, I made the experience that faith can become quite arrogant and overcomplicated if one forgets the basics ... which are spoken about in the Bible.
  • Collect your prejudices against God. After a frustrating period, it might be a good idea to find out what exactly is ones frustration now. That avoids an overall, diffuse disclination and fosters to consciously lay down these issues and try to learn about God anew.
  • Invest into honest, authentic friendships. This includes: daring to trust without fear, daring to be open and really (!) honest about yourself, daring to be interested in other people (not just their abilities or gifts), daring to enter a dynamic relationship without knowing the direction, talking about unconvenient matters, daring to struggle with each other (in a constructive way) and learning to do so.
  • Start to believe again in everyday life. Pray and believe, as those who do not pray won't receive. It might be a difficult time to learn why so many many prayers do not get answered and what God really wants, but without starting to pray one can never arrive at positive experiences with God's gifts.

Start date: 2007-11-16
Post date: 2007-11-16
Version date: 2007-11-16 (for last meaningful change)

2007-11-15

Is human spirit brain-powered?

Introduction

Some of my previous articles contained experimental thoughts about the nature and relationship of human spirit and body. Namely:

They were good for nothing more than to question our traditional conceptions, to catalyse thinking in new directions. These thoughts have developed somewhat further now so that I'm able to present a consistent hypothesis here. This will hopefully the last post about this topic: I think I'm satisfied to know one possibility how to harmonize the neuropsychological and the biblical image of humanity. I don't need to know if this possibility is correct ... and I cannot, lacking the resources for the necessary experiments. So, after this article I'll turn to some more practical topics.

My motivation for thinking about the body/spirit relationship was that it really bothered me to know no explanation for the seeming contradiction between modern neuroscience and the biblical concept of a human "spirit" ... I am not willing to believe biblical content at the expense of scientific integrity, and I am not willing to mistrust biblical content based on preliminary scientific results. So I am happy to offer my harmonizing hypothesis here, and I am curious whether or not it will prove valid while science develops further in the next years.

Spirit: a phenomenological definition

How to define "human spirit"? A first shot would be: spirit is "intention", either body-less or abstractable from the body. Or: spirit is an intention generation system (a "mind"), either body-less or abstractable from the body. But it's not that easy, there is much confusion what abilities are attributed to the spirit and what not. Also, the "spirit" concept is mainly used in areas with low overall affinity to scientific thinking, e.g. in Christianity. Here, some people might say spirit is "the ability to communicate with God" or only "the knowledge that there is a God" which animals have not. Other Christians might attribute typically human abilities (like semantic language, rational thinking etc.) to the spirit. Again, others think the spirit is mainly a "higher quality, immaterial cybernetic system", opposed to soul (with emotions) and body (with biochemistry etc.), and argue that man has to seek "living out of his (renewed) spirit" to be holy.

To get out of this confusion, this article takes a simple phenomenological perspective: all or some differences between higher animals and humans are attributed to the spirit. Because people (esp. Christians) agree at least in this point that animals do not have a spirit. This definition is enough for the purpose of this article.

Hypothesis presentation: brain-powered human spirit

The intuitive Christian conception of "spirit" is probably: it is an entity, it is the center of a person, it is made of non-material substance, it does not die, and it is able to communicate with my body or at least my brain. This conception comes probably from the idea that Genesis 2:7 implies that God imparted something divine (i.e. non-material substance) to man at his creation, and that this is being made in "God's image" (Genesis 1:26 WEB), contrary to animals:

"Yahweh God formed man from the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul." (Genesis 2:7 WEB)

Now, neuroscience seems to indicate that all of human's mental capabilities are brain capabilities (see the justification below), among them rational thinking, semantic language and all other differences to animals. So, no non-material spirit is needed to explain the differences between animals and humans. Wherefore, then, do we need the concept of a "spirit" at all?

The hypothesis introduced here is this:

"Human spirit" designates the brain capabilities that distinguish humans from all animals. So, human spirit is materially implemented in the brain, but there is also something like "immaterial spirit", sharing comparable attributes but a non-material implementation. Material and immaterial spirit are functionally compatible to some degree, e.g. they can communicate with each other.

To prevent misunderstandings: in this hypothesis, "spirit" is not a later introduced abstraction to verbalize the perceived differences between humans and animals, but an intentionally created "thing": created by God, who created the differences between humans and animals to resemble the differences between God and creatures.

What is new in this hypothesis is to view "spirit" as implementation-independent: it might be implemented in material substance (as with humans) or in non-material substance (as with angels e.g.). This central idea is justifiable from the purpose the creator God intended for this world (see below), and it allows to harmonize neuroscience and the biblical concept of "spirit" and a "spiritual world": it is in harmony with the (probable) result of neuroscience that man is made from matter and nothing else, and with the biblical message that man has a spirit and that there is a non-material, spiritual world out there.

Hypothesis justification

Being the image of God demands for a brain-powered spirit

Let's question the intuitive conception of "being created in the image of God", which is something like: because God is an immaterial being, man must have an immaterial component, too, that is, the human spirit. However, how about this view: man is God's image not in the abolute sense (i.e. compared to God) but in the relative sense (compared to this world's nature). To be God implies to be strongest of all, yet the bible says that angels are stronger than men - therefore, man cannot be the image of God relative to the spiritual world. Yet man is the image of God relative to this world, which he was told to subdue and have domion over (Genesis 1:28). Probably it is in this sense that the bible calls us "Gods" (Psalms 82:6).

If this conception of being the "image of God" is correct, it does no longer necessarily imply that the human spirit is made of the same immaterial substance as God's. The human spirit is the image of God's spirit: it is a spirit relative to the material world around him, but the image of a spirit relative to God. As with other images, there is likeness but also reduction implied: a photography reduces a four-dimensional world to only two. Relative to the material world, some higher brain capabilities qualify as "spirit" (as they enable language, ratio, ...) and give the attributes of a "God of this world" to man, as it enables men to have dominion.

It seems that God intended this disconnectedness between the material and the immaterial world, creating the material world as an independent, four-dimensional image to view at it and be glad. To grasp it in concepts of physics, the material and the immaterial world might be said to be parallel universa, (nearly) completely disconnected from each other. Only if man is in such a "universe of its own" that exists independent from God's concrete intervention, he qualifies as the god of this area, i.e. the image of his creator God. This kind of demands that man is completely made from material substance, to uphold this disconnectedness from the immaterial universe.

The difficulties of spirit/brain interaction demand for a brain-powered spirit

If one assumes that the spirit is a separate entity from the body, one has to assume an "interface": something that creates the undissolvable link between an individual spirit and an individual body. As a atom-by-atom copy would be connected to a different spirit, this connection cannot have a material implementation, i.e. one assumes that a supernatural element is implied in the body of every human being. That'd be an inconsistency in God's creation, a nasty flaw, from an engineering perspective. So it should be assumed that nothing of a person would exist if the body would not exist.

And another indication that the human spirit is brain-powered: the alternative would be a brain-spirit interface. Brain injuries which affect typically human ("spiritual") capabilities like language show that these capabilities are distributed all over the brain. Which implies that a non-material spirit would have to interact with the brain as a whole. This however is really improbable, as one would have to assume then that spirit can interface with all kind of matter (as the brain is no special matter).

And another reason: brain injuries that affect small areas of the brain can result in losing spiritual capabilities like language. Which means that a brain-powered spirit would probably consist of a relatively small area of the brain; the description of this small structure might well fit into the believed 3% of DNA divergence between humans and modern apes. Remember that the spirit is not detectable from a specific outward form of the body or one of it's organs, it just enables beings to use their limbs and organs in more complex ways. The spirit is better software (in the sense of: control ability) for an otherwise identic body. Even better, it is self-learning software and probably loaden with emergence, that is, it might be a really compact piece of DNA that describes it.

Hypothesis application: implications on various phenomena

  1. Sleep. If the spirit would be a non-material entity, one would have to assume that awareness of self continues while the body is asleep. This is not the case, which indicates that the spirit is brain-powered, and sleep means that the brain area for creating "awareness of self" is put into another mode of function.
  2. Coma. If the spirit would be a non-material entity, awareness of self and spiritual activities like thinking sould continue even if the body is in coma or vegetative state. But he have no indications to think so.
  3. Metal handicaps. This could be explained as a defect of the material part of the brain-spirit interface (assuming the spirit is a non-material entity) or as a defect of the brain itself (if the spirit is assumed to be brain-powered). Occam's razor advises to use the most economic explanation, and this is to postulate that all mental human capabilities are implemented in his brain, not in a immaterial spirit.
  4. Heart vs. head. If human spirit is brain-powered, there cannot be a qualitative difference between "heart" (in the imaginary sense of: the center of will and direction) and "rational thinking", as both are brain capabilities; at least there cannot be a qualitative difference out of metaphysical reasons. However, currently many Christians assume rational thinking to be of lower quality.
  5. The social gets important. If the human spirit is brain-powered, the social area is related to the spirit in the sense of its emergence. Therefore, it could no longer be justified to view society with all its complicatedness as "unimportant for spiritual / Christian matters". As, society would belong to humanity just as the brain does. Things like social atmosphere, room atmosphere, optical impression etc. could no longer be completely low-valued out of a priori reasons.
  6. Humans have no supernatural abilities. With a brain-powered spirit, it would be sure that humans cannot have abilities that transcend the laws of nature. This would, for example, change the view of prayer: prayer is no "direct spirit-to-spirit communication" with God, but normal, materially implemented talking (as we do with humans) or thinking. It would reach God only because God, as an omniscient being, perceives all that happens onn earth.
  7. What is original sin? If the human spirit is implemented as a brain capability, then original sin might be nothing that is passed on by inheritance, but by learning from other sinners.
  8. The homogenous conception of man. Often, it is argued that the Bible does not teach that human's are made from separate components (like the trichotomy of body, soul and spirit) but that all these are only aspects of an integrated whole. If however man would be made up of an immaterial spirit and a material body, this exegesis is difficult to apply. With an brain-powered spirit it is easy, however: humans are made of matter and matter only, and the body is indeed an integrated whole where each part affects each other.
  9. What is being filles with the Spirit? Being filled with the Holy Spirit changes people's behavior, as reported on many occasions in Acts. From the perspective of a brain-powered spirit, this would be supernaturally caused, (temporary) changes in the programming of the brain, or functional equivalent to that.
  10. The body is not the shell. If the spirit is implemented as a brain capability, the body is much more important than it is to those who think their body is just the "shell" they will leave back when they die. Dismissing these thoughts will lead to a new awareness and appreciation for one's body: "I am what my body is, not something that dwells in my body."
  11. Creating new people. If the spirit is brain-powered, then the procreation of a human being happens completely in the material realm. Because there is no necessity for an act of God, like "creating the non-material spirit". This is a really cool implication, as it says: God created man as an being that independent that man is able to re-reate himself without the help of God. Which would mean, God gave man the true ability to create, making him a true image of God also in this sense. One can sense the parents marvelling at the ability to create in tehir likeness just and God created them in his likeness, when the first man and the first woman created a son:
    "In the day that God created man, he made him in God’s likeness. He created them male and female, and blessed them, and called their name “Adam,” in the day when they were created. Adam lived one hundred thirty years, and became the father of a son in his own likeness, after his image, and named him Seth." (Genesis 5:1-3)
    But this implies also a great and awesome responsibility: humans, not God, are the reasons why new humans come into existence. And it demystifies our conception about our own origin: we are not as we are "because God created us as we are", with all attributes and abilities, but because of natural and random effects occuring during the recombination of chromosomes. Else one had to assume that God creates animals the same way, i.e. by directing the only apparantly random recombination of chromosomes.
  12. Who is Jesus? According to the biblical records, Jesus proclaimed to be the Son of God, i.e. God himself. Which implies that he cannot be just an ordinary man, as he had a preexistence as an immaterial, spiritual being (as "God is spirit", John 4:24). Therefore, the process of incarnation is something supernatural, but compatible with the ranges of above mentioned hypothesis: it would be an implementation change, from a non-materially implemented spirit to a brain-powered spirit, transfering some or all mental attributes.
  13. Heaven and earth als parallel universa. One can understand the biblical concept "earth" as the material universe (including our material world and us humans with our brain-powered spirits), and one can understand the biblical concept "heaven" as the non-material universe where God and the angels dwell. Because they are disconnected with respect to the natural laws, it is impossible to assign a relative location to them. God promised to create once a new heaven and a new earth, and that resurrected believers in Christ will then be in "heaven". Which is quite interesting, as it says that they will be spiritual beings "like God's angels in heaven" (Matthew 22:30). This is compatible with the hypothesis that the human spirit is brain-powered: it is implemented in material substance now but might get re-implemented in non-material substance later, thereby retaining all experiences and memories.
  14. Intended closuredness of the material universe. Traditionally, it is assumed in the Christian faith that the creation of angels and the creation of the material world has some connection to each other. This is easy to justify if humans are spiritual, angel-like beings, but placed in a body. But if they are totally material beings however, as argued here, there is not necessarily an intended connection between the two universa. That is, it could have been totally against God's will that non-material spirits like Lucifer interfer with the material world, as they did. It was possible however, as the non-material universe seems to be a "superset" or in another sense the mightier one.
  15. Recognizing God within people. A brain-powered spirit is the "programming" of a person, inclucing character, intentions, attitude etc.. God, also having a spirit, also has character, intentions, attitude etc.. Which makes it possible that these (holy) attributes of God are, by God's power, presented in the life of humans, to hint people towards God. And these hints would be justifiable: they mean something, but perhaps they are not obvious in some situations. Whereever people change in character, intentions, attitude etc., it is a change in spirit - effected by education or perhaps through the Holy Spirit.
  16. What is possession by spirits? The Holy Spirit does not make people possessed, but offers an undirected, positive force that people can use to want and do good. Demons however want to possess people, that is, completely control them. This implies a supernatural genesis: a non-material spirit controls the body of a human. The results however would be completely in the material realm, that is, a change in the programming of the brain. The possibility of possession (when affirmed) shows at least that spirits are compatible with each other with respect to interaction, and the respective implementation would not matter.
  17. Immortal experiences. Humans learn things in this world. This would have no value for eternal life, however, if all our experiences would get lost upon death. They would, if only a non-material spirit would survive while all our experiences and memories are stored in brain. But they do not, if humans have a brain-powered spirit, implying that all experiences belong to their spirit and are resurrected with the spirit. Just as software can be copied to a new computer. The value of generating our "software" in the tedious process of learning in this world rather than by creatio ex nihilo (also possible) is this: in the latter case, the result would be identical, but the facts would be different, as no history is implied which would attribute a worth to the "software".

Discussion: advantages, differences, difficulties

Of course, this hypothesis is just a first draft and nothing one should follow as a "new belief system" (beware, readers!). It's just meant as a set of experimental thoughts to foster reconciliation between the scientific and the Christian image of humanity. As a draft, it contains several difficulties and open questions. The following come to my mind, and you may add your own below:

  • Jesus said that his words "are spirit" (John 6:63). This cannot just mean that these words are "information", as this wouldn's make them different from human words. Perhaps he uses "spirit" (in the sense of: from the Holy Spirit) do designate the quality of his words, as opposed to human "fleshly" quality?
  • How to explain inner impressions from supernatural sources (images, dreams, visions) in this theory? This implies to find authentic and trustable accounts of such impressions.
  • How to place the biblical concept of "flesh" into this hypothesis? According to the Bible, spirit and flesh are opposed to each other (Galatians 5:17): does that mean the Holy Spirit as a person, or the human spirit? In both cases, what is "flesh", as it must have functions in the same are area as spirit, or else it couldn't be opposed to spirit.
  • Postulating that there is a non-material spiritual world out there demands to search for verifications, e.g. finding trustable accounts of miracles etc..
  • How do education (of the human spirit) and spiritual influence (from the Holy Spirit) relate to each other? One proposal would be: education is a law-like force, using pressure and expectation, and is therefore unable to create "wanting the good" in somebody. While the Holy Spirit (functionally equivalent to a changed programming of the brain) gives just this: an undirected force to want what is good.
  • There is no indication that angels are made of the same "spiritual" substance that God, is it? They might just as well be a created universe of their own, not God's "natural" living place since eternity, but the place he chose to dwell. However, this article assume yet that angels and God are related by substance.

Start date: 2007-11-04
Post date: 2007-11-15
Version date: 2007-11-16 (for last meaningful change)

2007-11-12

A longing for radical life

Smooth societal life. People striving for survival won't understand this: living a highly civilized lifestyle deprives of life. Within this lifestyle, I don't have any intensive experiences. That is, I can barely distinguish between my "experiences". That is, I have no experiences at all, just everyday life. That way, people don't feel alive, as they cannot recognize from their experiences that they are living beings. The fact that such a culture often tries to tie up every aspect of life adds to this excessively boring, vigilant coma like state. For example, in Switzerland and Germany, everything is poured into concrete by an enormous amount of laws and regulations, until nearly every degree of freedom is missing. The upside of this state is: you don't have to bother for survival, for the next day or anything else. The system does it.

Smooth spiritual life. It seems to me that an analogous development took place in the spiritual life of many Christians who live in such a culture: their faith got "domesticated". The typical Christian lives a very adapted life, including a house, a car, a career, womb-to-tomb security and good social status. Filling the life with such stuff was only possible by getting rid of all risky behavior, including the expectance of miracles. Because we do not risk anything, nothing happens: our spiritual experiences got levelled down so that strong, obvious experiences are no longer possible.

Radical life. Life was not always that boring and meaningless as in this kinda society where radical lifestyle is rare and unwanted. Christianity started as a radical grassroots movement, and it was even dangerous to be part of it. But whenever domestication creeps in, visions are displaced. The smooth kinda lifestyle I criticize above are reconized from the lack of visions. Visions are always risky business: you cannot know if you'll have success. Therefore, visions are incompatible with a security-oriented, smooth (and boring) life. One should define: revival is when new visions arise, i.e. conceptions of what should or could be.

Practical radical life. Now I'm going to awake the longing for radical, non-boring, not-everyday life in me and my readers. Radical life must be practical radical life, not just a collection of impractical radical thoughts. I have to admit that my vision for a mobile, high-power, intentional Christian community of about 10 friends is something beyond reach at the moment ... it's impractical at the moment as there is no handle to start it immediately. Therefore, here are some other suggestions how to start living out your newly found radicality immediately.

  1. Stop theological discussions. Theological discussions (e.g. about the nature of the Trinity) are implicitly never radical, as they cannot be put into radical practice. Concentrate on living (ideally, like Jesus did, of course ;-) ) if you want to be radical!
  2. Radically change your use of time. To be radical, radical changes of the personal lifestyle are needed. A good point to start is to use one's free time for radically different things. For example, to give up one's hobby of computer programming and start caring more about one's friends.
  3. Make relationships risky and dynamic. Security-oriented, superficial and dissembled relationships are a result of living a smooth life without risking anything. To change something, you need to risk something. The relationships to your friends are a good starting point: risk something for the better, . This might result in hurts, misunderstandings and other difficulties, but at least something happens now! Which implies the chance that your relationships might get better.
Add your own thoughts, folks!

Start date: 2007-11-04
Post date: 2007-11-12
Version date: 2007-11-12 (for last meaningful change)

2007-11-11

My flavor of idea management

If you like being creative, you add additional problems to your life: how do you manage your ideas, how do you sort and archive and utilize them efficiently? I've discussed this topic lately and promised there to write something about my current style of idea management. So, here it is.

Principles

  1. Esteem and cherish your ideas. If you don't, you will become less creative. If you do, your creativity rises. You do so by at least writing down all your ideas, even those which deem you nonsense. And by publishing those ideas on the internet which don't seem fit for any other utilization. As known from brainstorming techniques, filtering ideas too early blocks good thoughts to arise and being uttered.
  2. Divide into ideas you pursue and those you don't. Time is a rare resource, so don't give yourself to the illusion that you can put more than 5% of your ideas into practice. After the initial idea came to you, decide if you want to pursue it or not. Those you want to pursue will be put into documents where topically related ideas reside and begin to form a "grand whole". Those you don't want to pursue are best put into a simple chronological document.
  3. Freely you got, freely give. It is totally understandable that people are hesitant to publish their precious ideas to everybody - just as with stuff you have lieing around, it might come the day where you need exactly that idea. From experience, I can contribute that this day never comes: with most ideas, it is obvious right away if you have a realistic chance to utilize them commercially. If this isn't the case, there's no harm in publishing them: you can use your idea anyway, sometimes even commercially, just not for patenting it. Ideas did not cost you anything, they came to you ... and by publishing "unneeded" ideas on the internet, you give people the chance to find an inspiration or idea they need.
  4. Accept work in progress. Idea management can become a stressy issue if you are perfectionist and want all your ideas reside in perfect verbalization and perfectly elaborated. But memorize that your idea documents are mainly meant to keep you from forgetting about them ... those ideas you eventually put into practice don't need documents anyway, as they became real and tangible. Even documents with orchestrated collections of many ideas are better seen as "draft under development", as it takes too much time to keep up higher standards of order. I made good experiences with using a paragraph style for to-do sections, placing in them just notes to memorize later what I mean.
  5. Avoid redundancy. Every idea has its perfect place ... some in the chronological archive of ideas you don't pursue, some in other documents, depending on the kind of idea. Under all circumstances, avoid redunancy: no idea should go to two places, as later additions to one copy would create inconsistency.
  6. Use multiple forms of note-taking for different situations. Of course, the ideal way is to immediately store the idea in the place where it should go, but this is only possible whenever you sit in front of your computer or have your computer nearby. For situations where you are on the road or in other people's home, use a PDA to take quick text notes. Be disciplined and do not use handwritten notes, neither on paper nor on screen, except for diagrams - as you'd need to transcribe them later. For situations where note-taking must be very quick, use a digital dictaphone - you need to transcribe your audio notes later, but at least your ideas did not get lost.
  7. Let ideas mature. Among those ideas you want to pursue will be some that can be orchestrated to bigger ideas. These ideas deal often with issues in your areas of special interest. It is a good idea to be patient (even for months, sometimes years) before putting ideas into practice, as it happens more often than not that your initial ideas are overthrown by revisions or revolutionary ideas. Before starting to realize your ideas, overthrowing can be done with ease and relatively effortless.

My current technical implementation

My system currently consists of the following components. I must admit that it is a rather improvised system far from working really efficiently, and I hope to replace this system with one that is designed from ground up. But anyway:

  • PC. I use a notebook, so that I can type ideas directly into the right place even when I'm in other places for some days, taking my notebook with me.
  • PDA. I use a Sony Clié PEG-TG50 (at eBay for 50-60 EUR currently) to take voice and text notes on the road. I experimented for some weeks now what is the best solution, and arrived at this: where necessary, I take voice notes and tranfer the .wav files to a folder on my PC's desktop for later transcription, which might be delayed for some days or weeks; where possible, I take text notes, using the to-do list of the PDA for that. Compared to the text note program of the PDA, this has the enormous advantage that synchronizing (better: moving to) with my PIM software at the PC creates tasks there. That way, I never forget to move the text notes to the right place. By the way, I use the Linux software kontact from KDE as PIM software, with korganizer for the to-do list part. I tried the Gnome alternative but found no better solution than kontact yet.
  • Inventions log. All the technical ideas I do not want to pursue go to a simple text file. It has no formatting as it does not need this: that'd complicate idea logging and perhaps take so much time that it is no longer fun to record every single idea. I publish my inventions log from time to time on the internet as PDF and text files. The first publication was done in my blog in the post "Read these 1364 inventions". I know that there are web portals that are much better for making your inventions known, but again: if I had to enter every of these 1300+ ideas into a web form, it'd be no longer fun and I'd probably stop collecting ideas.
  • Tasks. All ideas for things I want to do go into my kontact to-do list, including all ideas I want to realize (or at least references to them). The most efficient way to order them is not to use categories (to much clicks ...) but instead, to start the task title with a hierarchical, colon-separated list of keywords. Then, simple alphabetic ordering of the taks gives a good topical overview of what tasks are open yet (and don't have a due date assigned). In my case, task titles might start e.g. with "Homepage: Blogging: Blog-Post: [...]" or "Homepage: Blogging: Software: [...]" or "Computer: new installation: [...]" or "Fitness: [...]" or "Job: [...]". Whenever I decide that I don't want to realize a specific task any longer, it becomes a subtask of the task "idea store". That way, it's out of my way without deleting it.
  • Blog post drafts. Many of my ideas deal with upcoming posts for my blog. I collect them in the description part of tasks in my kontact to-do list. When the  draft has matured and integrated many ideas already, I write the post, reordering and reworking the draft content and then publishing it. I found it a helpful practice to verbalize as much as possible as tasks in kontact's to-do list. This makes it a central and general solution and you need to search in fewer places when you don't know where a specific idea has gone.
  • Mindmaps. Mindmapping software was introduced to me by a brother of mine, and I became a big friend of it. I use the software freemind, a very well developed and efficient tool with good import and export filters. All things that are just considerations and information but no concrete tasks go to mindmaps. Currently, I have the following mindmaps:
    • identity mindmap (who I wanna be and have some day, and the long-term steps in that direction)
    • ideas around intentional community
    • job organization
    • mindmaps for concrete jobs I'm involved in
  • Computer FAQ. When working with computers, it is very handy to document solutions you've found, including command snippets for later copy&paste. I think that a simple text file that contains simply a collection of questions and answers is the most efficient alternative to use here. To find a solution I once worked out, I use the search function and type in a specific keyword.
  • Specific realization documents. While realizing bigger ideas, you need more specific means to orchestrate your thoughts and ideas. What is adequate here depends completely on the kind of ideas you're working on. Try to find a ergonomic, single structuring element to be used for the whole document - this makes it easy to insert new thoughts and ideas. One example: I'm currently developing a personal equipment that contains everything necessary from IT to clothing, in most lightweigth and compact form. The structuring element I use for this document is a commented packaging list.

Towards the ideal system

You see that my current idea management system is quite heterogenous and unintegrated, and therefore not really efficient. There is an idea in my mind how this could change, but I'm not aware of any existing software that I could use for that purpose. Here is what it would need to do, in my opinion:

It is a general "think support software", providing all the externalizations which help in intensive brain work. Especially, it must allow to work on many larger ideas at the same time, adding to them whenever new thoughts arise, over an extended period of time. This system should need no synchronisation at all, i.e. you'd take your one and only PC with you everywhere you go. That's possible with an UMPC. The software would provide a generic management of idea artefacts, including voice, text and graphic notes, and would offer "pipelines" to convert / transcribe and move the fragments until they arrive at their destination places. You could use even very short, previously unuable free and latency times to do your idea management with that software, so idea management would not add more stress to a busy life. To that end, the software must be freehand usable, e.g. by voice commands, voice recording and speech recognition when driving car. And for those people who are engaged in writing scientific texts, a literature management system needs to be included, featuring the documents in full-text, digital highlighting etc..


Start date: 2007-11-11
Post date: 2007-11-11
Version date: 2007-11-11 (for last meaningful change)

Jesus' death, a mechanic payment?

When talking about Jesus, many people seem to think that his death is a quasi-mechanical payment for people's moral debts of people. As if God would kep an account for every person's deeds and it needs to be in balance in order to go heaven ... and as if Jesus would've come to pay the debts by his death, for all these accounts.

What is embarassing here is the idea that God, as an infinite person with emotions, would retract to numerical accounting when it comes to determining people's righteousness. Instead, I currently think about an alternative analogy, and would appreciate every thought about its validity:

Might it be that Jesus' death is in no way a mechanical payment, but rather an expression of emotion. Namely, an expression of God's infinite love for people. Just as Jesus said: "Greater love has no one than this, that someone lays down his life for his friends." (John 15:13 ESV). As an expression, it is no payment for debts, but something symbolic, something that has a meaning and wants to say something. Namely, that God invites all people to come back to him and be forgiven all their moral debts. God will not even count them. Numbers do not matter for a character filled with love and grace ... .


Start date: 2007-11-11
Post date: 2007-11-11
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Evolutionism's portability

Just a quick shot today: when reading Wikipedia on History of evolutionary thought one might get the impression that evolutionist thinking pre-dated detailed "implementing" concepts of evolution mechanisms. One might even suspect that evolutionist thinking is implemented by means of various such concrete explanations of evolution mechanisms, just as according to time and circumstances.

According to the above cited article, modern evolutionist thinking started in the 18th century, i.e. it is a product of the Enlightenment. The first explanations given for the underlying mechanism are overthrown today (namely, Lamarckism) but evolution lives on. One might say, it is true and the true mechanisms have been found out ... or it just acquired new, yet unquestioned explanations.

I'm not going here to deal with the concrete contemporary explanations for evolution. But I want to question whether it might be that philosophical determinedness led us to generate such explanations, rather than that pure interest led us to find them. I fear that evolution is a philosophical concept of the Enlightenment that might one day turn out to be as primitive and absurd as other philosophical thoughts of these ages. For example anthroposophy, homoeopathics, mormonism and the fourfold division of human temperaments. I fear that evolutionism has contemporary followers and contemporary verbalizations and apologetics which all don't change the primitive basis.

I'd like to see some studies that indicate to what degree human societies are able to find out and acknowledge truth (at least truth that can be found out) - and to what degree bias, deception and delusion are stronger. I suspect devastating results, and that the mechanisms of deception and delusion can be both the misuse of authority (as found in religion) and revolutionary thinking (as found in Enlightenment-style naturalism).


Start date: 2007-11-09
Post date: 2007-11-11
Version date: 2007-11-11 (for last meaningful change)

2007-11-04

Learning cross-gender friendship

There are quite a few reasons why people may resolve to not enter partnership, temporarily or permanently, with respect to one concrete or all potential partners. One reason is that somebody might find he or she is not the type of person who finds satisfaction in partnership, marriage and family life. Another typical reason is voluntary celibacy, for a time or life-long, in the sense of "giving priority to one's relationship to God". Staying away from partnership however does not mean to be alone, or to be confined to same-gender friendships only. Cross-gender friendship is possible, but it's not easy to stay away from flirting and partnership. Here are some thoughts that might help:

  1. Avoid exclusivity. Marriage adds uniqueness (of relationship character) to a friendship, i.e. marriage is friendship plus exclusivity, and that's it. This exclusivity is rooted in the exclusive character of sexual intercourse. Therefore, in a cross-gender friendship, avoid exclusivity of social intercourse to stay friends. You do so practically by having multiple cross-gender friendships of comparable quality, i.e. by not allowing one to be your "special friendship".
  2. Have common friends. So the typical setting is a group of friends coming together. This avoids the friendship to be mainly of one-to-one character, as this would shift it into proximity of partnership.
  3. Don't set goals for the relationship. Friendship is something "superficial" in the sense that friendship can never be a goal to reach, it is in all cases a later conceptualization of a pre-existing relationship quality that developed unconsciously. A friendship is what it is and develops as it does, without designs and plans and pre-defined directions. If one however sets a goal (like: reaching absolute trust) one formalizes (or: reifies) the relationship, giving it way too much importance. One could even define: partnership is a reified friendship. For example, agreeing on a binding character implies a formalization ("reification") of the relationship. Which is the reason why engagement and marriage transform friendships to partnerships. Even talking about the friendship and even thinking about it too much implies a reification and therefore shifts it into the direction of partnership. Lovers talk about their relationship, but friends are just friends. There is no such thing as "friendship" to talk about!
  4. Don't speak about the relationship. People think that, in good friendships, one can talk about everything. And they mean everything. This is true, with one exception: in a cross-gender friendship, don't talk about your friendship, if you want it to stay a friendship. The reason is: cross-gender friendships are "latently extendable" , i.e. friends might become couples. If you don't want this, don't talk about this or the relationship gets instantly a "flirty touch". This is even more obvious when you talk about the possibility of entering partnership - regardless whether you say that you do or don't want this, you find yourself in the middle of flirting and relaxed friendship has gone. Friends are friends, but partners agree to be partners. Agreeing to be friends is an oxymoron.
  5. Use talk for purposes, not for one another. Lovers are important to one another foremost as persons (cf. also your bible: I Cor 7:33-34), while friends are important to one another foremost as partakers to fulfill a common purpose. So lovers talk to get to know one another, and friends talk about a common purpose (and alongside, get to know each other better). To stay friends, talk like friends do.
  6. Have a common orientation that's not your relationship. Whereever one enjoys a social relationship, concentrating on one another seems a very obvious and promising idea. Just, it shifts a relationship from friendship to flirt and partnership. So in cross-gender friendships one needs something outward to jointly concentrate on. Proper alternatives must be interesting, meaningful and promising. It can be a goal for third persons or a group of persons. It cannot be a personal problem of one of the two friends: while it's fully o.k. to help each other in these, they cannot serve as the relationship's focus, as it is equivalent to focus on each other as persons.
  7. Act thoughtless. Too much thinking blocks cross-gender friendships, as centering attention on the friendship itself rather than an outward goal shifts it in proximity of partnership. So it's better to act in such a friendship without much thoughtwork, even if this produces some added errors and hurts. But it really is better that way: errors and hurts are correctable, while otherwise the whole friendship is at stake. Acting "thoughtless" implies to talk about personal experiences and problems naturally, without thinking previously about the possible effects on the relationship.
  8. Accept the non-binding, non-exclusive character of friendship. Friendship and partnership are distinguished by the non-binding resp. binding character of relationship. Both has its upsides and downsides, and first of all, you need to know what you want. Then, if you want friendship, get accust omed to the thought that your cross-gender friendship might cease or practically end, e.g. by moving to another place. Preparing for the potential end of the friendship implies to use "redundancy": you need to have multiple friendships of comparable quality (i.e. also, multiple cross-gender friendships). Then you are mentally able to let go; while you'd stick to a single cross-gender friendship way too much, making it practically a binding friendship, that is, (pseudo-)partnership.
  9. Assume that your friend can live alone. A friendship is a latently transient relationship, so do not make it a binding, undissolvable one by assuming or producing dependence, or by showing or accepting possessiveness.
  10. Train a kind of friendship that won't be affected by one friend entering partnership. You train this by training your character: train to be not overfocused on your later spouse, but get accustomed to the thought of having friendships in parallel to your marriage. In case of cross-gender friendships, the relationship should be with the couple as a whole, of course, to prevent mistrust. Especially women have problems to continue other relationships in parallel to a partnership, in many cases ending all friendships in favour of a newly started partnership, entering a degree of dependence that's not healthy in all cases.
  11. Utilize oppositeness of lifestyle and character. Cross-gender friendships get easier if the friends have lifestyles and characters which are incompatible in a partnership setting. That is, lifestyle and character should be so different that none of both can imagine to live together all life long 24 hours a day. While both enjoy the temporal community of friendship, of course. Such circumstances foster great relaxedness in dealing with each other: something that would be explicit flirting in other circumstances is now just kindness.

Start date: 2007-08-09
Post date: 2007-11-04
Version date: 2007-11-04 (for last meaningful change)